بِسْمِ ٱللهِ ٱلرَّحْمٰنِ ٱلرَّحِيمِ
Do you ever encounter a moment where you feel like all is lost?
Like everything is hopeless and there is no where else you can run or turn to?
Be it a relationship, a financial problem, a friendship, a family matters or any troubles that makes you feel like there are no way out of it?
Do you?
And in that particular moment, do you realized that you will directly think of God?
in my case, Allah SWT...
you would beg to Him...asked Him to make it easier for you, asked Him to help you, asked Him to give a miracle to you...
Masya-Allah..how we beg and beg and beg to get out of the mess we are in...
Sometimes, Allah didn't really answer your plea in the way that you want..depends on your condition..
Some other times, Allah help you out, ease all the matters thats troubling you, give you money out of no where (though it might be from somewhere or something you forgot),ease your burden by making everything okay again...
Subhanallah..that moment...that moment you are out of the mess, Alhamdulillah...
but do you ever remembered to keep saying Alhamdulillah after that?
do you remember to plea from Him again after everything is fine again?
Do you?
I know I don't....i used to neglect stuff like that...
I used to feel like, Masya-Allah, Allah have blessed me with easiness in my life and my daily life...but i forgot..
I forgot that He, He wants you to beg and plea to Him...
to asked Him for anything, for forgiveness, for easiness...
beg Him, look for Him, search for Him...
instead, I used to just pray without even asking of begging for anything...
Pray just to fulfill the must...
Pray just to make sure i didnt be like the kufar...
I didnt pray like i did when I was so down with heavy heart..
I didnt beg in my heart...I didn't feel what I'm reciting in the prayers..
I didn't try to understand what my mouth were saying...I just recite it as fast as I can...
Astaghfirullah...
How weak are our imaan...how high are our ego...
for not able to humble ourselves in our prayer...not able to beg and plea with all our heart in every words we recite in our prayers...
They said, changes is easy..all you need is a leap of faith..
but to Istiqamah in everything we trying to change, Subhanallah..its hard...It's very hard...
xoxo,
~naraj2015~
