...little hands + hugs....

its the next day already...how I wish last night would never end... *sob sob sob*
it's the greatest night I ever had with strangers around me...and I really feel grateful for having this awesome experience...
been performing and communicating with the deaf and mute kids..eventhough i can barely understand them, but I really missed them a lot! their little hands that keeps hugging me like they never want to let go , bring tears to my eyes...how I wish I could just take them all to my house and care for them and love them like my own child...they're special in their own way...they are so lovable, but why do human sometimes be ashamed of something as special as that? parents ignoring their special kids as if they were a burden to them? I still can't understand why...
and last night, all those hugs that I received, from the special kids...from Abo ( my cute little brother), from Auntie Sue (abo's mother)...those hugs gave me strength and love...and its a different love from what we feel when we like someone...this love is much more deeper...it's like the life of our soul...it feels like my soul was being fed with so much love from around me that I could burst any moment...hahaha...
aahhh~ how I wish, everyday could feel that way...I'll be stronger and content...
All you need in life is LOVE...nothing is stronger than that...and hugs is the way that love can reach the other party...I hugs almost all the special kids tonight..opss, last night...the littlest and cutest one, told me..(in sign language).."tonight, when we sleep, we will miss you"...and I was like ........I'm speechless...I feel like crying when after she said that, the other keep saying "we'll miss you" in sign language...and now, I'm missing them too...the hugs from all those small hands are addictive..especially when they doesn't want to let go...they didn't let go until they teacher keep saying goodbye to them and play around saying they want to leave them..hahaha...but still, they keep clinging to me and my friends...
and for all that experience, i'm really2 thankful and grateful for being where I am, and doing what I am doing now and being me...especially to our lecturer for giving us this life changing experience, bcoz not only we r able to learn their special language, we r able to receive their special love as well...spread the love, and love will come to you...
oooo~ how I missed them...wish I could see them again~ :'(