Ya Allah..
terasa berat dugaanMu
Kau kuatkanlah hatiku
Kau kuatkanlah imanku
semoga dugaan ini bisa menjadi penghapus dosa bagiku
semoga dugaan ini bisa membawa manfaat bagiku
semoga dugaan ini mendekatkan jiwaku kepadaMu
Ya Allah..
Kau permudahkanlah urusanku
didunia dan di akhirat..
Amin~♥
Ya Allah...please help me to grow stronger
let me be a better person
and able to survive all your tests...
I'm getting tired...
to the point that i dont like what i've become
i've become bitter inside
though i know i may look fine on the outside
i keep wishing for a breakaway
coz these place is suffocating me
everything is my faults
everytime..every single hour..from everyone..
it never seem enough for everyone..
it never seem right no matter what i do..
my heart just tired...
i prayed that You'll give me a stronger heart and a better imaan...
i prayed that You'll give me someone to help me endure this rocky path...
Amin~♥
I can't remember much about how we became friends...
but I remember that I used to be jealous because she have another bestfriend with her...lol
Now, she's my best-est friend, almost like my lil sis, my childhood friend and I love her very much eventhough she does things not to my liking mostly~hehehe...
She was born in august...under the virgo sign..which makes her a very delicate and sensitive person...Known her since primary 1...which makes it almost 17-18 years of friendship?? o.0
Been there for her every up and down moment of her life...
The funniest memories of her that I would never forget is during lunch in primary 1... XP
My mum always packed me up with lunch...and most of the days its sandwich with mayonnaise tuna as the fillings.. She and her bestfriend back then, and me...us three would always go behind the class to have our lunch together...and she loves my sandwiches very much!
She keep asking me everyday, am I bringing piranha sandwich today? lol...
and I was like...what?? piranha?? hahaha... Due to the deliciousness of my sandwiches, she didnt really listen when I said the name of the fish..which is tuna...all she heard was a 'na' in the end, so she thought, ah! piranha~lol
I'm always nagging you and mad at you didnt I??...hehehe...
but you also know that I did it because I love you and doesnt want to see you hurt by those low-life-scumbag... You worth so much better my dear~
And you know no matter what, I'm always here when you need me...
I still remember those times when we are far apart because we study in different school...
all those letters that we sent through our mothers...hahaha...i bet they read it before we do..coz I keep getting an opened-but-staples-again kinda letters the whole time..hahaha
bet they were laughing reading about how we described the guy we used to have the crush on...lol XD
I know you are going a hard time now with your emotions and also your final year thesis...
I prayed that you'll be a stronger person inside...coz believe me my dear...you are not a tuna anymore....and you can be a piranha yourself~ :P
Believe in yourself and be strong...
And this post is my gift to you~<3
Saranghaeyo dongsaeng-ah~
May Allah blessed you and filled your new chapter in this boat called '25' with a smooth sails...
Amin~
-naraj©2012-
sometimes, I was wondering...
Is it wrong to be patient and let others wronged you?
Is it wrong to be selfish just to get others do their own responsibilities?
Is it too selfish for me to think of myself and the time I need for me?
Until when do I have to be patient? Until when do i have to take every blame on me?
Ya Allah, I have so much more to learn...
Give me strength to get through with your test...
Strengthen my Iman so that I wont stray away from you...
Make the seeds of Your Love grows stronger and bigger in my heart...
Amin...
-naraj©2012-
