Assalamualaikum & Salam Ramadhan,
It's been a while and Syawal is just by the corner peeping thru... *weeee* \n_n/
Syukur Ya Allah for giving me all the blessings and happiness in my life...
Allah knows my capability and He gave me obstacles that He knows I could handle with my faith still in tact...
Most of the obstacles that comes to me only lead me n my heart nearer to Him...Alhamdulillah~
I'm so sorry for neglecting all of you and I prayed that I could be a better person to help you and be there for you all in anyways that I can...
Spending every night after Maghrib in a mosque near my grams house, I' joining the other for jama'ah for Isya' prayer and also tarawikh...
Praise to Allah, I met my old school frens that I missed a lot...Friends that loves to bring me to do 'solat sunat' in school's surau during middle school...Allah's house is where we played before, and in Allah's house we met again..Subhanallah~~ XD
One of them is getting married and seem happy..Syukur Ya Allah...Barakallah my dear fren, Aisyah L....
One of them, always shows how happy and cheerful she is...but last night, she told me the truth behind her bright smiles...
"Ya Allah, Kau permudahkanlah segala urusan sahabatku ini di dunia dan di akhirat..dan Kau berikanlah dia kekuatan hati untuk menghadapi ujianMu...Kau berikanlah kemudahan kepadanya untuk bersatu dengan jodohnya yang telah Kau tetapkan di Loh Mahfuz...Amin~"
There's nothing I could do to help lessen her burden...But I believe she is strong..she always been...I admire her since forever for her braveness...all I want her to know is, I'll always be here for her...Love you Suziella J.
Seems like Ramadhan is full of obstacles for people around me... I guess Allah really loves them for giving them the obstacles during this holy month...
For mama , I may have not contacted you guys for a while, but all of you are always in my prayers... From your blog, I understand that something is bothering you, though like usual, you never really show it.. But no matter what, I believe Allah is giving you the most beautiful gift that you haven't realized or received yet for being very patient in every obstacles that's in your path...
I love you ma, for always treating me like your own child and I really love your family for always welcoming me as one of them...
"Ya Allah, Kau berikanlah kekuatan kepada wanita ini untuk menghadapi segala dugaanMu, dan Kau bahagiakanlah hatinya kerana membahagiakan insan2 yang berada disampingnya... Amin~"
For my bestest old friend, Sharmimi B. , I know you still in the long process of recovering and still have those hopes in your heart before...And even though you haven't have the strength to tell me what that person did to you again, I prayed that you will be strong honey..
Yes, karma will always comes around, but remember, Allah's will is greater..don't pray for the bad thing for that person, instead pray for that person to be happy and in health...Allah knows your pain, and your soul is in better place and better condition if you pray for the good thing to happen instead of bad.. That will show how better you are than that person that hurt you. And in the long run, you'll be happier with yourself...If who knows, in the future, you saw that person exactly in the condition that you prayed for...knowing you, I know you will feel really guilty about that later... Save your heart the guiltiness and rueful feeling, and be happy my dear..You know I'm always here for you eventhough I always scolded you for being so weak...I'm sorry but that's my way of protecting you from yourself...
"Ya Allah, Kau berikanlah jodoh yang baik yang mampu memimpin sahabatku ini ke Jannah...Kau peliharalah hatinya, kau siramilah dengan cahayaMu semoga dia sentiasa tenang..Amin~"
For my ex-roommate during diploma years...Dear sis, I'm sorry for not able to be there for you in your darkest moment... I did kind of exiled you from my life for a while..I'm sorry.. I was in the most terrible condition back then, and I know you never meant any harm to me.. I was just hurt to find the truth from other people..But now I know better and I'm here to be your crying shoulder again...Be strong little one...Insya-Allah, your heart will mend in time...You're still young...and your future is still a long way to go... Who knows, Allah have someone better for you in the future..So pray a lot and believe in Him...maybe it's one of the way to show that He wants you to be closer to Him instead of His creation...Love you and be strong sis..Liana B.
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"Ya Allah, Kau berikanlah kekuatan kepadaku, Kau sempurnakanlah akhlak dan peribadiku, Kau tetapkanlah Imanku...Semoga aku mampu menghadapi semua dugaanMu dan membantu meringankan beban hamba2Mu yang memerlukanku..Amin~"
-naraj©2012-
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