no rainbow yet for today though...

it's been raining on the afternoon...
and I'm in the library doing my final year project proposal...
I've been down last night when i received an email from my Supervisor saying that she's disappointed with me as I was not doing up to her expectation of me...aahhh~ the frustration and the agony...I feel like my heart was broke into million pieces...the spirit of learning and doing my video in AE suddenly disappears...huhuuuhuu..so I went to sleep after replying her email, apologizing for my lack of information...
and i woke up early in the morning, checking my email and she told me that I still have time, so do my best..and after a good sleep, I guess I feel better...
so now, here I am...still in the library...my eyes feels like its going to be swollen again~ *oh boy~*
trying my best to do everything that I could to make my proposal smthng that she can be proud of...
and I was thinking of taking along my instrument during the presentation tomorrow~ Yippie~ hopefully it will help me boost my confidence to be different from others as I was the 1st candidate to present..*uh oh*..

Dear Allah, please give me the strength and help me get this through easily...
Amin...

oh shoot!! I havent rewrite yet the new Draft for our Academic Writing...
thankfully just need to edit some grammatical error from one of my peers...then I should be done...
wondering if I need to burn the midnight oil tonight...hopefully not...afraid that i couldnt perform well later...

Oh well, still I'm thankful that eventhough I'm in a lot of stress...I still can manage myself...well, not really, coz I get pissed off easily during this time..hahaha..poor my roommates...always gets a cold shoulder by me out of sudden...hehhee...Sorry Suzie.. n_n
I have to learn to control myself...this is a test for me..to be a better person..so, i dont want to fail it...
Ikeru Yo!!!

Ok...gotta get back to work...mr roman nagging me to finish my work already...hahaha

Lots of Love,

-Aziey Aj 2011-