Did We not expand for you, [O Muhammad], your breast?
And We removed from you your burden
Which had weighed upon your back
And raised high for you your repute.
For indeed, with hardship [will be] ease.
Indeed, with hardship [will be] ease.
So when you have finished [your duties], then stand up [for worship].
And to your Lord direct [your] longing.
For indeed, with every hardship there is relief.
As human, I get swayed easily with worldly happiness.
I fall easily for beautiful promises, and i dream't of the life that are not yet to be mine.
I became a hypocrite..someone that i promised myself i won't be
I became greedy for human interaction and human affection for myself
Ya Allah, how weak I am... for forgetting all the things that I have learned before
the things that I promised I won't fall for anymore just because it was so beautiful than the rest
and I forgot that happiness can be a form of test for me as well
I forgot my priority in life after You and Rasulullah...
I forgot to prioritize myself in search of human affection and love
I lost myself, and I forgot to love myself and depending on other humans love to keep me feel happy
I have done terrible things to myself
Letting myself succumb into places that I promised I wont be anymore
Yes I am weak and still am..
thank you Allah, for sending me someone to remind me how weak I am
to make me realized how far I have strayed
Even though that someone couldn't help me to get back to you
But there are others that reminds me of you... May Allah bless their souls..
I am loved...
I believed that Allah loves me so much that He gave me a trial in this beautiful month
So I can get back to Him in a beautiful way..
Happiness is a test, for it can make you stray away from the right path
and Sadness is a way for you to realized how loved you are by Him
with human, no matter how hard you try nothing can make them change unless they are willing to do it themselves
the changes for a positive mind and positive gratitude for life and the test He gave to you
He, the one who will never turn His back towards me
no matter how many times I have sins
no matter how many times I have repent
and keep doing the same mistakes
He keep reminding me, by sending people around me
Those beautiful souls, that reminds me of the beautiful promises that You gave us
Those souls that reminds me of Your beautiful words
A sister just reminded me,
pleased yourself before you pleased others... make yourself a priority in your life after Allah and Rasul
because honey, no one else is gonna love you more than you will yourself
think good thoughts of yourself..do things that makes you happy before you make others happy
The words that i used to live by but keep forgetting sometimes...
Ah, human love...how we destroyed our own souls because of that
Insya-Allah, with every hardship there will be relief..
Syukur Alhamdulillah...
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