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The Four Imams Series : IMAM AL-SHAFI’I

بِسْمِ ٱللهِ ٱلرَّحْمٰنِ ٱلرَّحِيمِ

So, it's been so long. I decided to post the knowledge on our Four Imams that are followed by Muslims all over the world. It is the same one that are posted in my own website.
Let's start with the imam that I'm more familiar with:

IMAM AL-SHAFI’I – THE FATHER OF USUL AL-FIQH

In the study of fiqh, Islamic jurisprudence, different schools have developed over time. These schools were founded by the greatest legal minds in Islamic history, and expanded upon by their successors in their schools. Each one of these imams added a unique and new dimension to the understanding of Islamic law.
For the third of the four great imams, Imam Muhammad al-Shafi’i, his great contribution was the codifying and organization of a concept known as usul al-fiqh – the principles behind the study of fiqh. During his illustrious career, he learned under some of the greatest scholars of his time, and expanded on their ideas, while still holding close to the Quran and Sunnah as the main sources of Islamic laws. Today, his madhab (school of thought), is the second most popular on earth, after the madhab of Imam Abu Hanifa.

Early Life

Muhammad ibn Idris al-Shafi’i was born in 767 (the year of Imam Abu Hanifa’s death) in Gaza, Palestine. His father died when he was very young, and thus his mother decided to move to Makkah, where many members of her family (who were originally from Yemen) were settled. Despite being in a very bad economic situation, his mother insisted that he embark on a path towards scholarship, especially considering the fact that he was from the family of the Prophet Muhammad ﷺ.
Thus, as a young man, he was trained in Arabic grammar, literature, and history. Because of his family’s financial situation, his mother could not afford proper writing materials for the young al-Shafi’i. He was thus forced to take notes in his classes on old animal bones. Despite this, he managed to memorize the Quran at the age of seven. Afterwards, he began to immerse himself in the study of fiqh, and memorized the most popular book of fiqh at the time, Imam Malik’s Muwatta, which he memorized by age ten.

Studies Under Imam Malik

At the age of thirteen, he was urged by the governor of Makkah to travel to Madinah and study under Imam Malik himself. Imam Malik was very impressed with the intelligence and analytical mind of the young al-Shafi’i, and provided him with financial assistance to ensure that he remains in the study of fiqh.
In Madinah, al-Shafi’i was completely immersed in the academic environment of the time. In addition to Imam Malik, he studied under Imam Muhammad al-Shaybani, one of Imam Abu Hanifa’s foremost students. This familiarized al-Shafi’i with differing viewpoints on the study of fiqh, and he greatly benefited from the exposure to various approaches to fiqh. When Imam Malik died in 795, Imam Shafi’i was known to be one of the world’s most knowledgeable scholars, even though he was in his 20s.

His Travels

Not long after Malik’s death, Imam Shafi’i was invited to Yemen to work as a judge for the Abbasid governor. His stay there would not last long however. The problem was that as an academic, Imam Shafi’i was not ready for the politically-charged environment he found himself in. Because he insisted on being uncompromisingly fair and honest, numerous factions within the government made it their aim to remove him from his post.
A map of the distribution of madhab's worldwide today. The Shafi'i madhab is in blue.
A map of the distribution of madhab’s worldwide today. The Shafi’i madhab is in blue.
In 803, he was arrested and carried in chains to Baghdad, the seat of the Abbasid Caliphate, on trumped-up charges of supporting Shia rebels in Yemen. When he met with the caliph of the time, Harun al-Rashid, Imam Shafi’i gave an impassioned and eloquent defense, which greatly impressed the caliph. Imam Shafi’i was not just released, but Harun al-Rashid even insisted that Imam Shafi’i stay in Baghdad and help spread Islamic knowledge in the region. Al-Shafi’i agreed and smartly decided to stay away from politics for the remainder of his life.
While in Iraq, he took the opportunity to learn more about the Hanafi madhab. He was reunited with his old teacher, Muhammad al-Shaybani, under whom he mastered the intricate details of the madhab. Although he never met Imam Abu Hanifa, he had great respect for the originator of the study of fiqh, and his school of thought.
Throughout his 30s and 40s, Imam al-Shafi’i traveled throughout Syria and the Arabian Peninsula, giving lectures and compiling a large group of students that studied under him. Among them was Imam Ahmad, the originator of the fourth school of fiqh, the Hanbali madhab. Eventually, he finally went back to Baghdad, but found out that the new caliph, al-Ma’mun, held some very unorthodox beliefs about Islam, and was known to persecute those who disagreed with him. As a result, in 814, Imam Shafi’i made his final move, this time to Egypt, where he was able to polish off his legal opinions and finally organize the study of usul al-fiqh.

Al-Risala

During the 700s and the early part of the 800s, there were two competing philosophies about how Islamic law should be derived. One philosophy was promoted by ahl al-hadith, meaning “the people of Hadith”. They insisted on absolute reliance on the literal interpretation of Hadith and the impermissibility of using reason as a means to derive Islamic law. The other group was known as ahl al-ra’i, meaning “the people of reason”. They also believed in using Hadith of course, but they also accepted reason as a major source of law. The Hanafi and Maliki schools of fiqh were mostly considered to have been ahl al-ra’i at this time.
Al-Risala of Imam Shafi'i
Al-Risala of Imam Shafi’i
Having studied both schools of fiqh, as well as having a vast knowledge of authentic hadith, Imam al-Shafi’i sought to reconcile the two philosophies and introduce a clear methodology for fiqh – known as usul al-fiqh. His efforts towards this end resulted in his seminal work, Al-Risala.
Al-Risala was not meant to be a book that discussed particular legal issues and al-Shafi’i’s opinion on them. Nor was it meant to be a book of rules and Islamic law. Instead, it was meant to provide a reasonable and rational way to derive Islamic law. In it, Imam al-Shafi’i outlines four main sources from which Islamic law can be derived:
1. The Quran
2. The Sunnah of Prophet Muhammad
3. Consensus among the Muslim community
4. Analogical deduction, known as Qiyas
For each one of these sources (as well a several more sources that he deems not as important), he goes in depth in his Risala, explaining how they are to be interpreted and reconciled with each other. The framework he provides for Islamic law became the main philosophy of fiqh that was accepted by all subsequent scholars of Islamic law. Even the Hanafi and Maliki schools were adapted to work within the framework that al-Shafi’i provided.
The contributions of Imam al-Shafi’i in the field of usul al-fiqh were monumental. His ideas prevented the fraying of the study of fiqh into hundreds of different, competing schools by providing a general philosophy that should be adhered to. But it also provided enough flexibility for there to still be different interpretations, and thus madhabs. Although he probably did not intend it, his followers codified his legal opinions (which were laid out in another book, Kitab al-Umm) after his death in 820, into the Shafi’i madhab. Today, the Shafi’i madhab is the second largest madhab after the Hanafi madhab, and is very popular in Egypt, Palestine, Syria, Yemen, East Africa, and Southeast Asia.

Language of Imam Shafi’i

Besides being a giant of a scholar in the field of fiqh, Imam Shafi’i was noted for his eloquence and his knowledge of the Arabic language. During his travels, Bedouins, who were known to be the best-versed in the Arabic language, would attend his lectures not to gain knowledge of fiqh, but just to marvel as his use of language and his mastery of poetry. One of his companions, Ibn Hisham, noted that “I never heard him [Imam Shafi’i] use anything other than a word which, carefully considered, one would not find a better word in the entire Arabic language.”

Bibliography:
Haddad, Gibril. The Four Imams and their Schools. Muslim Academic Trust, Print.
Khadduri, Majid. Al-Shafi’i’s Risala. 2nd ed. Islamic Texts Society, Web. <http://ia600809.us.archive.org/2/items/Al-shafiisRisala/Shaafi-Risaala-fi-Usul-al-Fiqh.pdf>.
Khan, Muhammad. The Muslim 100. Leicestershire, United Kingdom: Kube Publishing Ltd, 2008. Print.

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Perspectives

بِسْمِ ٱللهِ ٱلرَّحْمٰنِ ٱلرَّحِيمِ

I've been looking through it from my human point of view...
with bitter heart and some revengeful feelings...
I admit, I wasn't always good and forgivefull..
I never forget when people hurt me or stab my back..
Usually I just removed them from my life and ignore their existence..

but somehow, the last story, which almost a year now (time sure flies fast..phew)
left me with hurt and bitterness and hatred..
i tried...believe me i tried really hard to forgive and forget
but I guess my heart was too bitter to let go..

which lead me to realized,
it was my heart, after all...
and my thoughts on how to see the whole situation from a different point of view
i have the power over it..
the idea, the acceptance of what I am willing to lose

so finally, Alhamdulillah
finally after a long journey to the other side of the world
(a dream that slowly coming through...Alhamdulillah)
I have a lot of time to gather my thoughts
to appreciate what Allah have showered upon me
what Allah have written to be the most beautiful path for me

now, instead of looking at why do they do this to me
or what did I have done wrong
I like to believed that it was an answered prayers that I keep making

"Oh Allah, if they were the one for me that can make me love You more each day of my life and helping me near to You,then help us to make this halal smoothly..if they were not the one for me, please keep them away from me and show me the right path"

It scares me sometimes, to say this prayers out loud
during the rain, during tahajjud, during my sujood
it scares me when my heart is set on them at those time
but I still believe that He knows best

and then, He showed me that my prayers was answered
and me, being to engrossed in my worldly feelings
having a hard time to accept it
hard time to move on and accept that was a love sent from above for me

Masya-Allah...
i still remember those moments
the heartbreak that i've felt was so strong 
that i dont think anyone else could help me except Him
i would have less sleep and be on a date every single night
asking for forgiveness, asking for me to be forgiveful
asking for strength, asking for the light
asking for the signs

which He keep showing me but I was too blind to see
or more accurate, I was too stubborn to see
but did He stop reminding me? No
Subhanallah...

I was ashamed of myself, my sins, and my own arrogance
defending something that are clearly not mine to hold
defending something that are not even halal for me
my heart was too full of darkness

But Alhamdulillah,
last ramadhan have been a great blessing for me
as I never in my life, pray and asking for my own salvation
for my soul salvation, for my own life to be okay
asking for my sins to be forgiven
and I've learned that I should never be involved in a relationship that are not halal and to the kind of person who only think of the world not the akhirah
as I tend to overcome by my own emotion and lost my sanity of logical reason

and still He showered me with so many blessings,
works and project to be done
making me travel all around the place
making me be a part of these excellent ladies
who is striving to be a better muslimah and at the same time making it a dakwah
allowing me to once again,
experienced the Holy place..
going for umrah,
and together with my heaven on earth..my mom
visiting all those places that I've to when i was a kid but too young to appreciate it..
teaching these young kids that give me a new perspective of what kids are today
(which obviously not like what we were back in the days...blame technologies, the unguided use of it of course...and unguarded entertainment)
and then, giving me the most peaceful feeling that I don't even know what i want to asked for anymore or more
its a contented feelings that i have hard time to explain
its like everything is enough for me

then, just before this ramadhan begins
He have gifted me with the best gift for my birthday
to be able to visit and experience Andalucia
a place where I felt like coming home
a place where I always dreamt of going since I've read it years ago
when I was still a kid
a place of medieval city full of christians but build with the souls of Muslims engraved in each of the designs that they still keep intact
Masya-Allah...i am blessed
I really am...and I am grateful

"O Allah, please make my heart firm on You, on Your religion, and please increase my Imaan day to day...and let my heart rest just to be ready for You and the hereafter"

Amin...

Love,
-naraj2015-

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Do you?

بِسْمِ ٱللهِ ٱلرَّحْمٰنِ ٱلرَّحِيمِ


Do you ever encounter a moment where you feel like all is lost?
Like everything is hopeless and there is no where else you can run or turn to?
Be it a relationship, a financial problem, a friendship, a family matters or any troubles that makes you feel like there are no way out of it?
Do you?

And in that particular moment, do you realized that you will directly think of God?
in my case, Allah SWT...
you would beg to Him...asked Him to make it easier for you, asked Him to help you, asked Him to give a miracle to you...
Masya-Allah..how we beg and beg and beg to get out of the mess we are in...

Sometimes, Allah didn't really answer your plea in the way that you want..depends on your condition..
Some other times, Allah help you out, ease all the matters thats troubling you, give you money out of no where (though it might be from somewhere or something you forgot),ease your burden by making everything okay again...
Subhanallah..that moment...that moment you are out of the mess, Alhamdulillah...
but do you ever remembered to keep saying Alhamdulillah after that?
do you remember to plea from Him again after everything is fine again?
Do you?

I know I don't....i used to neglect stuff like that...
I used to feel like, Masya-Allah, Allah have blessed me with easiness in my life and my daily life...but i forgot..
I forgot that He, He wants you to beg and plea to Him...
to asked Him for anything, for forgiveness, for easiness...
beg Him, look for Him, search for Him...
instead, I used to just pray without even asking of begging for anything...
Pray just to fulfill the must...
Pray just to make sure i didnt be like the kufar...
I didnt pray like i did when I was so down with heavy heart..
I didnt beg in my heart...I didn't feel what I'm reciting in the prayers..
I didn't try to understand what my mouth were saying...I just recite it as fast as I can...

Astaghfirullah...
How weak are our imaan...how high are our ego...
for not able to humble ourselves in our prayer...not able to beg and plea with all our heart in every words we recite in our prayers...
They said, changes is easy..all you need is a leap of faith..
but to Istiqamah in everything we trying to change, Subhanallah..its hard...It's very hard...


  xoxo,
~naraj2015~

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Ingin


بِسْمِ ٱللهِ ٱلرَّحْمٰنِ ٱلرَّحِيمِ


aku ingin untuk jatuh cinta kepadanya
aku ingin untuk merinduinya sepenuh hatiku
aku ingin mendidik diriku untuk lebih mengenalinya
aku ingin merasa manisnya rindu yang disulami iman
aku ingin merasa indahnya hidup berpandukan sunnahnya
aku ingin merasa bahagianya disana jika berada didalam syafaatnya

akanku didik hati ini untuk sentiasa mengingatinya.. untuk sentiasa merinduinya..untuk sentiasa berusaha untuk mengenalinya dengan lebih baik dan jatuh cinta dengan akhlaknya yang mulia...
aku ingin menangis rindu ketika mendengar nama Baginda
aku ingin bertemu dengannya di akhirat sana..
layak kah aku?
mampukah aku?
dikala hatiku belum cukup terusik dikala mendengar namanya
dikala hatiku belum cukup sayu bila mendengar kisahnya

layak kah aku?
sungguh?
mampukah aku mendidik diri ini?
sebelum sampai masa untuk bertemu denganNya?

-naraj2015-

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Dream that I used to dreamt


بِسْمِ ٱللهِ ٱلرَّحْمٰنِ ٱلرَّحِيمِ

One day...
I used to dreamt that I finally found him
and we would be together in the name of Allah
I told myself that
I would make things easier for him
I would take care of him
I would treat him like a baby he's pretending to be
In hope that he would take care of me and I will make sure I'm doing my best to care for him too

I would love him immensely
I would respect him as much as I can
I certainly would be loyal to him
I would be there when he needs me to
If his business fails or money's tight at home, I will support him
I would be there for him even more
I would not nag for his failure like everyone else around him would
I hope I would be the one person that looks up to him and believe him
I hope I woule be the one person he feels safe discussing his failures with
Safe from mockery, safe from sarcastic remarks

I would love him as much as I can and letting him know constantly
I would tell him, show him and do things out of my way for him
I would surprise him with gifts, just to make him feel special
In hope that he is doing the same thing, reciprocating the same behaviour to me

I would treat him well,
I would try to lessen his worries as much as I can
I would try to make him happy
I would show him my most vulnerable self, hoping he would be there to take care of me
I would trust him to be there for me
I would trust him and know he is doing his best for me
I would trust what he says
I would respect him and be loyal to him
and whenever he needs me, I would be there for him

I'm not asking much either
Just respect, love and loyalty


-naraj2015-

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Bilamana jariku ingin berbicara...

بِسْمِ ٱللهِ ٱلرَّحْمٰنِ ٱلرَّحِيمِ

Kadang-kadang, otakku berfikir
Ligat memikirkan...
Apakah sumbangan ku terhadap agama?
Apakah sumbangan pekerjaanku terhadap islam?
Apa yang akan aku dapat di akhirat nanti dari pekerjaanku ini?

Sungguh, sehingga sekarang, aku tidak mampu memikirkan satu apa pun yang dpt memberi manfaat kepada diriku di akhirat nanti di dalam pekerjaanku ini...
Sedih...sadis...
Kadang-kadang, aku merasakan bahawa aku telah tersalah bidang untuk berbakti kepada agama dan memberi manfaat kepadaku di akhirat sana.

Aku mencari dan terus mencari...
Menjadi seorang doktor, Subhanallah besar manfaatnya di akhirat nanti jika amanah itu djaga sebaiknya.
Menjadi seorang cikgu, Allahu Akbar betapa beruntungnya mereka jika ilmu yang indah itu semakin berkembang dan menjadi pahala kepada si pengajarnya.
Tetapi, menjadi seorang programmer...apa yang mampu aku lakukan?

Aku tahu, tidak banyak yang dpt aku lakukan untuk agama..lebih2 lagi bila agreement pekerjaan kami tidak membenarkan pekerjaan luar yg melibatkan IT.

Dikala aku masih mencari, Allah menunjukkan aku..
Dakwah...
Ya..hanya itu yang aku mampu
Dengan persekitaranku yang dikelilingi bukan seagamaku...yang semuanya berbangsa cina..
Alhamdulillah, mungkin perjalanan hidupku tidak seindah yang lain, tapi Allah memberikan aku pekerjaan yang aku minati, dikelilingi rakan-rakan sekerja yang memahami dan saling bantu-membantu dan menasihati. Sungguh, aku bersyukur berada bersama mereka meskipun berlainan agama. Tidak ada fitnah, tidak ada umpat mengumpat..cuma kerja kerja dan juga makanan..hehehe..
Aku selesa bersama mereka..dan aku harap mereka juga selesa berada disekitarku...
Mereka mengambil berat tentang kehalalan makanan bila mahu makan bersama atau membuat jamuan kecil sesama kami..
Dan paling membuat aku rasa sungguh bersyukur, mereka sering menanyaku tentang islam..
Nah...disitu..Allah memberiku peluang untuk berdakwah..
Aku sedaya upaya menerangkan sebaik mungkin dan seindah mungkin tentang islam..
Ada yg bertanya mengenai puasa...ada yang bertanya mengenai solat jumaat dan mengapa perempuan tidak diwajibkan ( soalan ini agak sukar bagiku )..ada yang menanya mengapa ada perempuan islam yang tidak bertudung jika bertudung itu wajib ( nah, rasa tertampar pipiku dgn soalan ini )...ada yang bertanya mengapa ada perbezaan mazhab di dalam islam..dan bermacam2 lagi
Subhanallah...soalan-soalan tersebut, disamping aku cuba untuk mjawab sebaik mungkin untuk mengindahkan islam, juga mengingatkan bahawa betapa lemahnya diriku..betapa ceteknya ilmu ku.. Sungguh...soalan-soalan mereka menyedarkanku..
Bagaimana diri ini mahu menjadi muslimah sejati? bagaimana diri ini mahu memberi petunjuk yang baik? bagaimana diri ini mahu berdakwah membesarkan Islam? Jika ilmu didada juga masih lagi belum cukup? Jika ilmu tidak diraih setiap hari?

Ya, ilmu... Ilmu perlu sentiasa dicari, sentiasa diperbaharui...
Benar kita islam sedari kecil...benar kita belajar agama disekolah dari kecil..
Tapi sahabat, tanya diri anda, berapa banyak ilmu yang kamu belajar itu masih diingati sejelas-jelasnya? 
Jangan..jangan dikata selagi tahu halal haram itu cukup..selagi tahu solat itu wajib, cukup..tahu rukun Islam dan rukun Iman...tetapi, keikhlasan tiada didalam diri...
Pandangan mata yg menjadi zina mata dan zina hati tidak dijaga...
Tiada rasa cinta pun terdetik bila mendengar ayat-ayat suci Al-Quran..tiada rasa rindu pun untuk sentiasa bertahajjud kepada yang Esa.. tiada rasa ringan pun lidah untuk berselawat ke atas junjunganNya tika mendengar nama Nabi Muhammad SAW itu disebut..
Tepuklah dada...tanyalah jiwa...bahagiakah kita nanti di akhirat sana?

Aku mahu ilmu...untuk berdakwah..untuk disampaikan.. supaya menjadi bekalanku diakhirat nanti..
Aku ingin menjadi seorang guru, supaya aku mendapat manfaat dari ilmu-ilmu yang aku berikan..Subhanallah, sekarang aku seorang tutor..
Aku cemburu dengan ibadah kerja seorang doktor, Alhamdulillah, sekarang aku mengajar matapelajaran sains yang mengagungkan ciptaan Allah SWT kepada anak2 muridku..

Lihat...betapa besarnya nikmat Allah berikan...
betapa indah perjalanan hidupku yang diaturNya...
Hebat bukan? Allahu Akbar!

Aku akui aku pernah buta...pernah lalai.. dek kerana cinta manusia...
Aku khilaf didalam nikmat yang dberikan.. Aku kufur kepadaNya...
Alhamdulillah, betapa cintanya Allah kepadaku..
Betapa besarnya dan hebatnya nikmat yang lebih indah Dia berikan kepadaku..
Alhamdulillah...

-naraj2015-

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Not my intention...no sir..

بِسْمِ ٱللهِ ٱلرَّحْمٰنِ ٱلرَّحِيمِ

Assalamualaikum warahmatullahi wabarakatuh.

As everyone around me known, I've been through a hard situation last year. And I almost lost myself in the process of adapting to things that are not even sure, things that are promised to me. Masya-Allah, He really want me to know how strong I can be and how much I have deviate from the straight path slowly.

Here I am today, to remind myself of my own path. The dark and twisted days that have consumed most of my thoughts, the hopeful and wishful thinking that we can still work it out, without knowing how much a person would do to get you out of their life. With reasons, beautiful and very thoughtful reasons, that sounds legit to my own ears where my heart was still full of love. With ideas and goodbyes that makes you think that you are still in their heart just because they do love you eventhough you are not together anymore. With people around me saying how much bullshit all those words are to them. How it was only stupid reasons, as they can't stand you anymore or perhaps, afraid of the commitment that we shown in that relationship. And how much I deny all those words in my head and my heart, because I choose to believed that everything was sincere, everything was the truth..all those tender moments, those beautiful memories and those sweet words. I choose to stay with love. I choose to believed it was true love. Until He showed me, how unworthy I was towards that person. How low he look at me as. How disgusted he is with me up till the point that he told me to leave him alone. He make me feel how sinful I am that there would be no way he would accept me for my sins. That there will be no way he would try and save me. I was broken to the point of I was begging for mercy...My mistakes was, begging towards the wrong place. 

I learned. I try to get back on my feet. Dragging every possible energy that's left of me. I learned. Learning again things I should have learn years ago. About Islam, about fiqh, about iman, about sabr and about qada' n qadr. I try to save him, try to let him know his err as well as mine. I learned from it. But all I get was, "you seem to know so much about deen,but look at what you've done"...my past mistakes was being used over and over again to push me down. It was as if, there is no way my repent would be accepted, it was as if its impossible for me to be better than the old me and learned. Masya-Allah, He do love me with all the hardship I've been through. Alhamdulillah He didnt give me istidraj to lead me astray..He make me endure this pain so I would run back to Him in full fledge. I learned.

Now, when my pretty little cousin endure the same fate as me, where all the plans, the wedding talks only left as memories. When she told me everything that happen, I feel like I was listening to my own self. Telling my own stories. The different is, now I am moving on and accepting that if we were to continue, my own soul will be at risk. My imaan will not be able to save me from the sins I will keep making. And she, is still in a stage where, she still praying for them to be together. A denial stage I would tell myself. I try my best to help her get through this more easily than I am. By telling her to keep running to Him and put everything for Him. And stop asking for that guy in her prayers. Just focus on saving her own imaan first. I know, I may come out wrong, and sounding like I was much better than anyone else. But trust me, all my intention is to remind her..and at the same time, reminding myself too. The thing about imaan and our heart, it need constant reminder. And I dont want her to lower herself by doing all those things I've been through again. All I pray for is, she would come out faster than the dark pit than I was. Its hard, I know it is. And it will still be hard after a few months.

I wish I was as clean as I thought I would be.. But sometimes, memories are one of those things that can make you trip over your own feet. and I almost did sometimes. and I need to remind myself, I am in much better place doing things I want without anyone holding me back trying to stop me from reaching for my dreams. Alhamdulillah..

-naraj2015-

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